Please, Brothers and Sisters, if you're struggling with this anniversary (or for any other reason), please reach out. If not to us then to one of your battles or someone else you trust. Like the photo says, a lot of older vets have been through exactly the same kind of struggle you are facing now. Reach out to them, they understand and most are more than willing to talk you through and share what they have learned through this same, bitter experience. Know always, that we're here and that there ARE resources available, both VA and nonVA related. Be well.